God help me

my emotions are like tidal waves that rises and fall..i cant understand why there are just some people who couldnt understand what efforts you put into something and hope it will work out well both ways. God help me to be strong..i dont wanna fall right now..i still have a lot of people to help in the future and i believe that you have better plans for me..but for now..Lord..i have enough..stop hurting me..Lord..I hope everything goes well in my life!